~0-Men

Okay, as em as this is... I don;t care. I had a bad day and i am going to write in my online journal about it... pick a fight i dare ya.

Ok, it started normal enough... I was planning on going on a trip tomorrow and so I was doing laundry and general getting ready to go on my trip. So between doing laundry I was working on my story and my Exe comes on MSN.

I don't know how but the conversation got onto her new boyfriend... bad enough if i left it there but it gets worse... Some how i started telling her about how I heard this rumor that was going around school that she was pregnant... I know I shouldn't have but I pushed it and found that that only a month into her new relationship, her and her new guy... have had sex.

Now... I don't care if teenagers think they are ready or are in love or any of that shit... but when i am with a girl for a year and a month. And we talk about waiting to get married and all that shit and then I find out she fucks the new guy in a month... yeah I have the right to be pissed don't I?

So as i am staggering through the rest of my day with that on my mind. All I have to look forward to at this point is getting to see friends from JR high that I haven;t seen in years. Well I hadn't talked to the main two friends I was going to see since I told them I will be coming to see them.

And so then, one of them comes online, i tell her how I'm leaving in the morning and that i will call them when i get there (under the impression that neither works and thus will have all day to hang out).

Well she then tells me that they don't get off work till 5... odd I thought they didn't have jobs... o well I guess I could find something to do till them. "And then we head over to blah blah blah for a Canada day party"

Well hang on, so I'm coming with you to this party? Oh she says, i guess we could ask the guy. I then continue on to tell her that since i am there for a single day, it was that or nothing and they wouldn't see me at all.

No reply.

Hello, you realize that right? either i come to this party, or you don't, or we DON'T see each other.

No reply.

I send one of those nudge things... you know makes the screen shake and makes a noise. And finally she says "Yeah well if it rains then we will see you." and she signs off immediately afterwards.

Um... What The Fuck!?!? I am supposed to go to another province, to see two people based around rain? I don't fucking think so! so i tell my father that i am not going with him (he had some business to do over there and he offered to drop be off to see my friends for the day) so great.

Now, i am stuck home... again for another day of doing shit all and seeing no one. Awesome eh? this is my life now... disappointment and loneliness fucking great huh?

And when i have a day like today, who do i have to talk to? An online journal that i know i wouldn't even read is the only thing i can vent my feelings too... awesome...

Well thats it... I'm done... sick of going back over my "i"s to make sure they are capitalized cause i care to much about the maybe two people who are reading this thinking my grammer sucks when i know it completely does... so I'm done guys... i don't have shit to look forward to in the near future... awesome I'll write. have some weird sick twisted shit in my story and try and get some anger out that way.

Peace fuckers.